I keep trying to give Paul his space like I'm used to, like not texting him for a few days every so often. But every time I've tried to since the end of December, he's reached out and texted first, which is so not usually like him. XD This is SUCH a good feeling, you don't understand!!!!!! Random Paul texts give me LIFE!!!!!! He's SUCH a recluse and this is not normal, but a SUPER GOOD not normal!!!! Aw Pauly care yay it's helped my mental health lots lately!!! He's so precious!!! c: c: HAPPY!!!
No I do understand, random messages or life updates make my entire day, it just makes u feel so warm and cared about because it’s like hey they could have said that to anybody but they were thinking about and chose me. :’) it’s such a good thing and the world needs more of it ahhh
Thank god for Paul, your happy makes me happy❤️
Happy!!!!
You give off such strong Hopeless Romantic Energy™..how the fuck are you so in love
Yeah exposed I can’t do math at all ‘‘twas google but I’m from Ontario so basically we’d only be a few hours apart if it weren’t for the Great Lakes in the way :p
short yet chunky answer: i took a break from posting on youtube this year (and thus the prophecy of dan’s diss track entirely came true) as i’m at a point in my life where i want to grow as a person (and creatively) and the thing about youtube is that it never stops - as opposed to a musician’s album cycle or a tv show with seasons that has natural breaks that allow for the creator to be inspired, the culture (and algorithm) of youtube expects you to constantly create with no pause. more than that, i feel when you make a youtube video you are putting a version of yourself out there almost like a snapshot in time defining who you are. i felt i could only really develop if i took a pause to think about how i want to grow. now that we’ve finished our tour and put ‘interactive introverts’ out into the world - which is a piece of work i think is very important and i’m incredibly proud of, i intend to think about how i can be more like the person i want to be. (which is why ‘trying to live my truth’ was the last real video i uploaded!) but don’t worry, nothing’s changing that much and i have no plans of going anywhere anytime soon, thank you for caring!
